I know this sounds super corny and lame, and somewhat contradictory to what I usually say in public, but... I made a wish upon a star. I've got mixed feelings about this. I feel kinda stupid, like a girl who tries so desperately to fall in love, for dreams to come true, like those "pure, pretty, fair, lovely-non-spectacled girl with huge, lovely eyes" you see in dramas, or shows, anime...those girly shows on kids central...blahblahblah.
But, I also feel a bit like, I've made my wish, and I'm hoping it will come true.
But the weirdest part is, well I dont know if it's some kind of vision or it's just my imagination (most probably the latter, because it's always that).
It goes like this. After I made my wish, I closed my eyes, and then, there was this music coming from the T.V. (my mum was watching this romance show) It was like
I saw one guy, one girl, holding hands. It was at a lake, or more precisely, they were on the lake. there were some waves on the lake (for some reason) and it was at night, late at night, yet I could see them so clearly. The full moon, Luna, was up in the sky, shining bright. The woman had long hair, was wearing a pure white dress, and was really happy. She also happened to be a caucasian. There was also a unicorn in the background.
Then came another "imaginary vision". It was at the ocean. I wasn't on any ship or anything, I was just there. It was beautiful. Glorious sun, shining its golden rays upon the oceans, the reflections glitterly, golden, like thousands of golden pixies dancing upon the waves of the oceans. There was this pirate ship that sunk, and all was well.
Suddenly, two huge waves were rising to the sky. At first it seemed like those lovely waves to show the freedom of the ocean, but then, it was actually, the waves were actually heading towards each other, they collided into each other, with the sun in the middle. I don't really know how to describe this, but...Then the sun disappeared behind the two crashing waves. It wasn't dark, it was just sunless. Then, a rainbow appeared, then fell. Angels began to glare at me, still in their lovely white robes, but they were glaring at me, with blood red glowing eyes. Then, devils rose from the darkness, but they were smiling, and singing. Then the music from the TV stopped, and my "vision" was over.
I dont know if it's supposed to mean anything, like those dreams in the past that told of the future, or it's just some random imaginary things in my head. It's probably the latter, but no matter what it was, I thought it was great to experience this.
I wonder if it's the reflection of my life.
In primary school, I had a nice fun life, quiet, but still exciting, dangerous, but still peaceful. When I just entered secondary school, it seemed oh so perfect, without these certain people to bother me, and I was able to start anew, new life, new fun. I heard so many stories about secondary school life being fun. But it wasn't. Those who seemed like angels turned out to be devils (majority of them anyway), and what I thought I hated most soon became something I was so passionate about.
I won't name examples in my real life, nor will i name anything in my "vision" that is analogous to any of the things stated above. (Is this sentence even grammatically correct?! argh! I totally think my English standard is dropping drastically. ARGH!)
Haha. What a weird thing anyway.
After talking to Joy about this on msn, I went to my balcony again, and looked up at the stars. Then, I played this music box music from my music box. (hahaha. looks weird.) Then I closed my eyes. I saw this blurry thing, it was brown, and it had wings. It looked like a disgusting eyeball with wings, but the eye wasnt scary at all, there was a small, almost unoticable heart inside the eye, for the pupils.
Wow. I wonder if it's some kind of gift I have.
dreamer
Lorro
like, OMG
When I see hotness, I SHRIEK
When I see cuteness, I SQUEEE
When I see ugly, I avoid.
When I see bastards, I slap
When I see you, I sigh.
This is
me.
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Your typical hell-rocker
Hot guy-ogler
Your best babe and sugar.
But I still wish for that Peter Pan to sprinkle fairy dust on me, and carry me bridal style off to Neverland.
