Oh, cruel cruel fate, That which seals our destiny, with the touch of a kiss, Whose sword shatters the dreams and hopes, Of the star-crossed lovers, Whose eternity was ripped apart, Fate leaves us with a fatal ending.
But fate is uncanny,
Just like the love between our Juliet, and her Romeo.
Taboo
Thursday 24 May 2007
♥ 19:57
Taboo rhymes with Tatoo, which is obviously something I'm not going to get. Tatoos are weird. Guys with tatoos are weird, especially those with a skull, or a nazi sign or something. If they have tatoos for religious purposes, besides the nazi or something, tatoos are okay, but if the men just wanna look rugged and smexy with a bloody tatoo, man, they are S***.
Hahaha.
Today is the last day of term 2.
Let me take a moment to decide. Short post? or long post?
short long short long short long
bleah, it's already too long to be a short post now, so it's a long post.
Anyway, I wanted to talk about my sabbaticals, but I decided not to. Public speaking later. Ytene and I manage to stay awake. YAY!
I'm in the com lab, and I've realized that what I'm typing here is totally irrelevant and extra and random, just like my beehoon with a fishcake, some vegie and an egg. And my pineapple juice. hahah.
Oh, not to mention my cappuccino flavoured kit kat.
Anyway, Joy, this is for you.
LOVE!!!! SHOPPING (but not buying)!!!! PEOPLEWATCHING!!!!
Taboo was funny, no? But i think charades was funnier. What with the sausage and mummy thing.
HOHOHO.
Baron
Wednesday 23 May 2007
♥ 19:19
My friend got accidentally molested by some P6 guy yesterday, in the Ancient Civilizations Museum.
And all the passers-by said was," You eat her tofu argh"
And obviously, my friend is none other than, Yours Truly.
Anyway, I was up till 10.30 yesterday, watching The Cat Returns, that Studio Ghibli Movie.
No wonder Baron looks so familiar.
If you're wondering what I'm talking about, go watch Whispers of the Heart, another Studio Ghibli Movie.
The Cat Returns is the sequel to Whispers of the Heart, if anyone's realized. That explains the title of the movie.
Tsk Tsk
Monday 21 May 2007
♥ 19:58
WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE _______?! THE ________ ISN'T COOKED!!!
IT TASTES LIKE CHARCOAL. bleah.
Saturday 12 May 2007
♥ 00:25
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.
I dedicate this post to all my CCA, my seniors, and especially my squadmates.
Thanks for being there for me, when I need you most.
The doctor said my nose wouldn't bleed anymore. I've had frequent nosebleeds for 3 weeks, and once I even coughed out blood and went to the doggarn emergency room in NUH in the middle of the night, and I also saw that stupid crap doctor, yes, the stupid low blood pressure and fast pulse guy. (yeah, like Radar and Wandar said, they should arrest the guy). Anyway, that's besides the point.
I went for a check-up on Thursday. The doctor applied some chemicals onto my nose, and said that my nose wouldn't bleed anymore.
But during PT, Hui Ming suddenly asked me if I was feeling alright. I answered yes, but I didn't realise my nose was bleeding - again.
I was shocked, horrified, afraid, scared, a mixture of emotions surged within me, beyond my control.
I ran to the toilet, as Hui Ming instructed me to do so (to wash up), and ran as fast as my two tired legs could carry my 46.4 kg body.
I saw bloodstains upon my hand, blood.
Fresh streaks of dark red blood, glimmering in the dim light of the basement.
It wasn't supposed to happen. It wasn't. The doctor said it wouldn't happen again.
why? what was wrong with me?
no...........
I began crying in the toilet. I could hear Gwen comforting me, telling me it wasn't my fault, telling me to lean forward and pinch my nosebridge. I could hear myself crying," The doctor said it wouldn't bleed again. It shouldn't bleed. It SHOULDN'T!"
Tears were mixed with blood, Blood was mixed with tap water, tap water was mixed with sweat, and sweat was mixed with my tears.
I looked at myself in the mirror. My whole face was covered in that mixture.
I could hear myself crying, my sobs, my heart pumping, and the splash of tap water from the tap.
Thank you, my seniors. I have always respected you, and after this, I promise, I'll respect you 500% more!! Thanks for being there, allowing me to rest during footdrill, and always asking me if I need to drink water. I promise I won't cause any more trouble again!
Thank you, my squadmates, especially Jeraldine.
Thanks for being the first one to hug me ever so tight when I really needed it. Thanks for telling me I shouldn't cry, that I should be your happy son.
Thank you, my squadmates, for worrying about me, for being there for me. I love every one of you. I'm sorry I'm so pathetically weak. I'm sorry that my nose has always been causing trouble, since last year.
But I'll get stronger, I promise.
Oh, Romeo, Romeo
Thursday 10 May 2007
♥ 21:47
Two star-crossed lovers take their life
Oh, Romeo, Romeo, wherefore art thou Romeo?
DiCaprio, please grow young once again, and be my Romeo.
Black Kisses
♥ 03:49
Life is all about ASS. Everyone's either covering it, laughing it off, kicking it, kissing it, getting a piece of it, or simply, just being one.
He said," Why'd you wear a bra? You got nothing to put in it." She said," You wear pants, don't you?"
I don't remember where this came from, but, oh well.
NIGHTMARE
Wednesday 9 May 2007
♥ 02:37
So it rained just now.
And I've got two fat pimples on my forehead. ARGH. Last time it was my NOSE, now it's my forehead! ARGHHHHHH.
The bigger the pimple, the bigger the stress.
I'm stressed.
Oh whatever. I probably sweated too much yesterday during NAPFA.
I seriously think physics is going to kill me. I HATE HATE HATE IT!
Why'd Newton have to make up those damn laws? Why'd the damn apple have to fall on Newton's head? Why was the tree branch so pathetically weak? WHY THE HELL AM I STUDYING PHYSICS?!
I DON'T CARE HOW MOMENTS ARE RELATED TO AN AIRPLANE AS LONG AS I DON'T CRASH. I'M NOT THE ONLY BUILDING THE PLANE ANYWAY.
ARGH.
And that stupid model.
As long as we pass, I really don't care about science.
In primary school, science used to be my best subject. I was even the top in the level in it! I got like, $15 for prize money for being top in level that year. Now it's like.
%$#!
ARGH!
The World by Nightmare is such a nice song. And the guy in the opening scene seems rather hot. The one with the hairstyle like Cloud. You know, from FF. But when you watch a while longer, he seems rather fat, and too muscular. Yuck. I can't stand muscular guys. GUYS SHOULD BE SKINNY. But not too skinny, if not I'd be fatter than that guy, and it would be disgusting. oh, but the guy with super long hair looks rather good, but it's really hard to tell, I mean, they don't zoom in on the guys or anything. OH WHATEVER. If you really wanna know what the heck I mean, just go watch the video on Youtube. it's the DeathNote first opening theme.
ARgh. Maybe I should stop complaining, and write emo posts instead. Yeah, then at least, it would be more presentable. And maybe I would get an award for writing the most emo post in the world.
So, from next post onward.
EMO. EMO!
(by the way, emo guys are hot. =D)
Phew
Monday 7 May 2007
♥ 19:09
My 2.4 timing was 14.32
It's 1/4 good, 1/4 bad.
1/4 good because I was faster than I expected. 3/4 bad because...
I WAS TWO SECONDS AWAY FROM AN A GRADE!!!
We are in the com lab. Ytene is hovering over me like ....
RANDOM
Sunday 6 May 2007
♥ 19:00
Your Love Element Is Wood
In love, you tend to gently dominate and guide your partner. For you, love is all about sharing goals and future plans.
You attract others with creativity and vision. Your flirting style is defined by your honesty and assertiveness.
Growth and improvement are the cornerstones of your love life. You may focus on goals too much in relationships, but you never come out of them with a loss.
You connect best with: Water
Avoid: Metal
You and another Wood element: will be doomed to a stormy relationship
Demanding, picky, and a total perfectionist - there's no way you want to live up to Virgo's standards. It's not that you couldn't please a Virgo... you would just hate yourself for doing it.
Instead try dating: Libra, Leo, Aquarius, or Aries
Selfless and intuitive, you are perfect for a Pisces that lives to love you. You're sensitive enough to appreciate and explore the deep emotions of a Pisces.
Why a Pisces will love you:
You're generous and totally giving in relationships, something Pisces demands. You are also dreamy enough to get lost in fantasy with Pisces, but realistic enough to stay grounded.
A bit of a contradiction, you can seem both lighthearted and serious. That's because you're good at going with the flow - but you also are deep.
Highly intuitive, you tune in to people's emotions and moods easily. You are able to tap into deep emotional connections and connect with others.
You prefer a smooth, harmonious life - but you can navigate your way around waves. You have a knack for getting people to get along and making life a little more peaceful.
You know I have no idea why I'm doing this. Probably because Kenny did it too. hahahah
NARUTO 37 is OUT!
All we wanna do is make our seniors proud
Saturday 5 May 2007
♥ 04:59
Joy (yes, joy) is something here, there, (and it's also a SOMEONE), and there's always joy on fridays.
CCA, and Joy herself. Yes, Joy Chee Sue Something. (was it Yin or Qing?)
All we want to do is make our seniors proud.
That's what Priscilla and Shao Ting said together.
I cried, actually. But I didn't wanna show it. So...BAH.
Happiness doesn't come easy. For me, it comes along with pumpings and sweat, rain and 1.5 litre bottles. It comes along with shouts and clunking of boots. It comes along with CCA.
I seriously wished I had a voice that sounded better. The sec three seniors kept laughing at my voice.
ARGH.
I don't know WHAT is wrong. It's like, absolutely unconcious.
sighhh...
But I was so high. I think it was that session with Ma'am Hanim.
Oh yeah. Romeo and Juliet, Dicaprio version.
DiCaprio.
Is.
Effing.
HOT.
I mean come on! He's totally MY TYPE. (yes yes, we all know, everyone thought I was referring to that retarded guy dressed in a bikini top and silvery skirt and the horrible half-madonna half-einstein wig)
But.
Now.
Look at DiCaprio in DEPARTED. I mean, he's totally FAT now. WITH A BEARD. I really think guys should always SHAVE. yes, i know, most guys like that rugged look, but i really dislike it. I PREFER CLEAN SHAVEN MEN.
I mean.
Okay, I don't wanna elaborate.
I'd be reminded of that "ideal spouse" thing we had last night, at LP. HAHAHAH. that was funny.
oh well.
Life is full of joy. Especially when all you want is to make your seniors proud.
