[ OOLALA.

From Lao Pa to Lao Pa number 0069 then back to lao pa again, then to gregory to United World College to RI then to something like Yap Gregory Frederick Lao Pa number 0069.

Don't forget about Maria.

Okay, so maybe you don't get what I'm talking about here.
That's okay. Because it's between me and my Lao Pa. It's also a very long story.

So I'm going to talk about public duty.


Damn me.
I was so careless! My beret fell off my shoulder flash, and I couldn't find it. SGT Shin Yi and SGT Eileen had to take the trouble of helping me find my beret too! OHMEGOSH. And then later on so did SGT Charlene.


This is too OMG-ing for words.
You know how bad I felt?!

Gosh. I'm so pathetic.

I spent over 15 minutes, wasting everyone's time, just to look for my beret.
Priscilla barely spent 3 seconds, and she found my beret right away.


I am such a useless bum.


sigh.


I'm trying my best, but my best isn't enough.

But i'll go over my limit if i have to. I'll do the best of my best next time. (if there is a next time)


My squaddies made me feel much better after that, because we went over to J8. We ate at yoshinoya. Then Jeraldine kept saying I was retarded. Tsk Tsk. I wonder where she gets such crazy ideas. SHE THINKS HER SON IS CRAZY. SOB SOB.

HAHAHA.

We went over to take neoprints after lunch. I bought this candy, and I thought it was malt candy, because the sign said so. BUT IT WAS SO HARD. What crap malt candy was that?! It was practically hard candy. hhahah. But it still tasted nice nonetheless.

I was squashed at the back of the picture, along with jeraldine and wai tiem. Hahah. But you can still see me in the neoprints.

Then afterwards we went over to mini toons. Then Jeraldine told me she wanted something pooh bear. Maybe i'll find a cheaper pooh bear thingy (maybe a stuffed toy) and then give it to her as a belated birthday present.

MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING!

(in three months)

I WANT A JEWELLERY BOX OR MUSIC BOX!!

haha]



Okay, that was meant to be posted like, on monday. But i accidentally pressed the "save as draft" button instead of the "publish" button, so... I only published it today. Haha. pathetic.


Oh well.

I just got back my history test and chinese CA marks. SOB.

11/16 for history isn't bad, considering our teacher is really strict.
74/100 is BAD. because it's one mark short of an A1. ARGH.

Heart

frozen like the wind.
like the time that stopped
at the moment it was over.

I cried a river
wailed until there was no more to wail.

Memories
Resolutions
Hopes
Future

Shattered before my tear-blurred eyes
along with my heart.

I was weaker than the feather of a nightingale
More pathetic than the dust on the tabletop
Even more useless than the devil's unwanted toy
Like a cockroach that only created trouble.




I don't know why my TOC is so pathetic. And it's the last cca before the sec 3s become the temporary NCOs. Who cares about me "doing my best" if my best is equivalent to nothing at all?! I am weak, and I try to make myself stronger, but my efforts were in vain.

A petite little junior can carry my senior.
I can't.

I cried till the earth was flooded.
I wailed till the sirens could not be heard.
(and i mean the ancient greek kinds)

I
am
a
failure.








No one can save me now.

I just hope you'll forgive me.

It's that day again!

WHEN I START TYPING OUT RANDOM QUOTES AGAIN!


*dun dun dun DUNNNNN!*






"Why is Spiderman's costume black?!"
"Because with GST rising to 7%, they couldn't afford colour ink"


"A woman with no breasts?!"
"No you baka. He's MALE"

"Happiness is like peeing in your pants. Everyone can see it, but only you can feel its warmth."
- quoted tane

"One day Energizer Bunny will die."

"What attracts the sperm to the egg?"
"Oh yeah hor....what is it ?"
"There are some chemicals in the egg that attract the sperm"
"Chei. It's just chemical reaction"
"What did you think it was?!"
"Dunno....

Gravity?"

- quoted Ms Chen, and Ytene.


The spiderman one was my idea. =D
hahaha

This post is dedicated to Debra Koh, who was my ex-schoolmate in RGPS.

The sky seems clearer tonight.

I spotted a lot more stars more than usual.

I heard somewhere that when someone leaves this planet, they go back to the star from which they came from. Maybe that's why the sky is exceptionally clear tonight, with more and brighter stars than usual.

I never really knew Debra.

I just knew she smoked.
Only 13.

She smoked when she was 11. In the toilet cubicles of RGPS.

That's why I gossiped about her. She smoked. At age eleven. In an all girls school, a school which they call an elite school. They even put up smoke detectors in the toilets after that.

But I never knew the reason why she smoked. I just listened to the gossip, and thought badly of her for everyday until today.


Natty called me a couple of minutes ago.
She told me someone had drowned. The name "debra" ringed a bell somewhere.

Oh. My. God.

That was the only thing I could say.

Natty probably took it harder than I did. Debra was her ex-classmate. She told me she still has this teddy bear Debra had given her.

Everything, all that gossip about her, all that shit I said about her, it's like a distant dream. Or a nightmare. A fragment in the mirrors of my memory.

Debra, I never knew your parents were divorced. Even though that really isn't a really good reason to smoke, I still had no rights to talk like that about you. We all didn't.

Debra, you were becoming such a beautiful lady. When all 600 P6 students were in the hall that day, and the teacher made that announcement about the fact that no one bothered to clear up the dishes in the canteen, you were the only one who bothered to go all the way down and clear up the mess the rest of us has made. You even cut your hair short.

You are a beautiful lady.
But now you're gone.

You probably never knew me. But I knew you, though unfortunately, for the wrong reasons.

Sorry Debra.

You had to pay for the sins of others.




But you're a star now.
That's what matters, right?

Rest in peace,
my dear,
Debra.

It's raining now.

Thank God I got home before the rain began.
If I'm not wrong, this is convectional rain. Short, but heavy rain.

It looks really beautiful. I can't see things afar, but I can still discern the shapes of silhouettes of the buildings far far away, like a distant dream.

I'm listening to the musical version of Sarang Han Da Myun. It really fits this soothing ambience. Even the distant cries of thunder don't matter anymore.



For some reason, I'm suddenly reminded of my math test today. Oh well.

math test is HISTORY.
(Quoted Rachel and Wann Qin, just without the weird motions at the word "HISTORY".)

I think I totally flunked it. tsk tsk. Life is so tragic. Haha. But no matter what...

*dun dun*
*tragic music*

LIFE GOES ON



HAHAHAHAH. I feel so random nowadays.

I've fallen in love with every one of these:

- Itsumo Nando Demo (spirited away ending theme)
- Hishoku No Sora (Shakugan No Shana 1st opening)
- Sarang Han Da Myun (Sad Sonata OST)
- Forever ... (Erementar Gerad Opening theme)
- Hero's come back (by nobodyknows+, Naruto 10th Opening)
- Animal City (by shakira)
- Illegal (by Shakira)
- Endless Sorrow (by Ayumi Hamasaki)
- Part of me (by Ayumi Hamasaki)
- Momentum (by Ayumi Hamasaki)
- Castle on a Cloud (soundtrack of Les Miserables)

I love all these songs!

Note to self:

Tong Meng officially owes me $7.
3 X $1.50 for food.
1 X $2.50 for a manga.

She says she'll pay by instalments. Let's wait and see. heheh.

tsk tsk.

I've got two fat pimples on my nose. And they look disgusting.

sob sob.

Oh well. Such is the tragic fate of one who has oily skin, and sweats a lot.

....

Okay fine. That was crap.

Kenny says that Naruto shippuuden movie is coming out. YAY.
But I haven't even watched the third movie!!
sob sob.
Oh well. YAY NARUTO AND HIS KYUUBI!

___________ gave me a ____________. SO HAPPY! hahahahahaha. When I ate it, it tasted exceptionally sweet. heh.

If math isn't going to kill me, physics is.
sob sob.
Sigh. Such is the tragic fate of a student.

I've just realised that this post is very random. hahah. Just like me. HAHA.

One more CCA, and the sec 3 seniors will be temporarily taking over. It's not that I'm not happy for the sec 3 seniors, I'm terribly happy for them. It's just that ... I'll really miss the NCOs. I feel very disappointed in myself. It's like, .... last week was the second last CCA before they sort of step down, and yet, I still can't march properly. MARCH. not hantak, or lengat. sigh. I just hope I can give the NCOs one proper marching before the sec 3 seniors take over.

Our juniors are getting better. Well, most of them anyway. I think Chen Ziqing already quit. When the year 1 duty I/C was reporting, they didn't mention her name. hahaha. FINALLY. but, to tell the truth, i'd rather she stayed. Because if her name was still in the CCA, but she didn't show up for ANY of the CCAs, she'd get expelled from the school, or at the very least, she'd have to repeat sec 1. tsk tsk. Such is the fate of a B**** and a total nincompoop.

Haha. So tell me, do you really like me? kisses on a mountain breeze for you.

















































Okay fine. So last time it was gwelin.

Now, it's
erm

FELIW.

HAHAHA.


F FFF
E WWW
L URID
I RRESPONSIBLE
W ADAFAK


I HATE HER.

SHE KNEW THERE WAS NO _____ TRAINING.
THIS ISN'T THE FIRST TIME GODDAMIT.
IT'S THE THIRD. THIRD TIME. YOU AND YOUR HORRIBLE PIMPLE-BURIED FACE. YOU AND YOUR SICK OILY HAIR AND 1960'S PINK SPECS. YOU AND YOUR CRAZY OBSESSION WITH FAIRY PINK. YOU AND YOUR IRRESPONSIBILITY. YOU HAVE A RESPONSIBILITY, YET YOU CAN'T EVEN DO THE JOB RIGHT. YOU LOOK LIKE SHIT WHEN YOU ______. YOU AND YOUR CRAP HANDS. TOTALLY OUT OF SHAPE. YOU LOOK LIKE THE ODD BALL. YOU ARE AN ODD BALL. YOU AND YOUR DISGUSTING PETITE EYEBALLS AND ABNORMALLY LARGE FACE. DAMN YOU. YOU HAVE A RESPONSIBILITY TO TELL ME AND SINYING. YOU HAVE A RESPONSIBILITY TO TELL US AND GENG YU AND THE REST THAT THERE ARE NO ________ TRAININGS FOR 2 WEEKS.


FINE. I WON'T COMPLAIN. SJ-ERS AREN'T SUPPOSED TO COMPLAIN.


i didn't complain.
right? XP

I'm really bored now.

And I don't know why I should be.

Youtube is loading.
I have so many people around me.
I have an essay to do!

...


Okay, I know why I'm bored.

Youtube is loading . . . at the slowest pace ever, like every one second loaded takes 10 minutes.
I have so many people around me. I don't know ANY of them, except angie, whose doing her IT now. (I'm in com lab 2)
I have an essay to do.

It's a 1500 word essay for HOME ECONS.

Look!


The term “heart diseases” describes conditions relating to the heart and blood vessels. There are several factors contributing to heart diseases, one of which is diet. A high calorie and high fat diet may cause heart diseases such as coronary heart disease, hypertension, poor blood circulation and strokes.

Strokes and heart attacks are linked to hypertension and high levels of blood cholesterol and triglycerides. Blood cholesterol is a fat-like substance that gets deposited on the walls of arteries when in excess. When the total blood cholesterol level is high, this deposit builds up and the arteries become narrower. Narrowing of arteries blocks the flow of oxygen-rich blood to various parts of the body

Coronary arteries supply blood to the heart muscles.
Coronary heart disease occurs when the flow of blood in the coronary arteries is reduced or blocked. Narrowing of the coronary arteries can reduce blood supply to the heart muscles causing angina, that is, a pain in the chest that occurs during exercise or exertion. Fatty deposits and cholesterol deposits left on the walls of arteries can block blood flow in the coronary arteries, preventing nutrients and oxygen from reaching the heart muscles and thus, starving them.





OMG. Tell me, why shouldn't I be bored?!

Today is the Great Depression.
I had two tests. Well, actually, consider this three tests.
Chinese test, 2nd period. Lang arts, get back TKAM test. (OMGWTFBBQ). History test, 4th period. (OMGWTFBBQHEARTPUMPINGLIKEMAD).

Hahahha.


Shakira La Tortura

Ay payita mía
Guárdate la poesía
Guárdate la alegría pa'ti
No pido que todos los días sean de sol
No pido que todos los viernes sean de fiesta
Tampoco te pido que vuelvas rogando perdón
Si lloras con los ojos secos
Y hablando de ella
Ay amor me duele tanto
Me duele tanto
Que te fueras sin decir a donde
Ay amor, fue una tortura perderte
Yo se que no he sido un santo
Pero lo puedo arreglar amor
No solo de pan vive el hombre
Y no de excusas vivo yo.
Solo de errores se aprende
Y hoy se que es tuyo mi corazón
Mejor te guardas todo eso
A otro perro con ese hueso
Y nos decimos adiós
No puedo pedir que el invierno perdone a un rosal
No puedo pedir a los olmos que entreguen peras
No puedo pedirle lo eterno a un simple mortal
Y andar arrojando a los cerdos miles de perlas
Ay amor me duele tanto
Me duele tanto
Que no creas más en mis promesas
Ay amor es una tortura perderte
Yo se que no he sido un santo
Pero lo puedo arreglar amor
No solo de pan vive el hombre
Y no de excusas vivo yo.
Solo de errores se aprende
Y hoy se que es tuyo mi corazón
Mejor te guardas todo eso
A otro perro con ese hueso
Y nos decimos adiós
No te bajes, no te bajes
Oye negrita mira, no te rajes
De lunes a viernes tienes mi amor
Déjame el sábado a mi que es mejor
Oye mi negra no me castigues más
Porque allá afuera sin ti no tengo paz
Yo solo soy un hombre arrepentido
Soy como el ave que vuelve a su nido
Yo se que no he sido un santo
y es que no estoy hecho de cartón
No solo de pan vive el hombre
Y no de excusas vivo yo.
Solo de errores se aprende
Y hoy se que es tuyo mi corazón
AD LIBS
Ay ay ay
Ay, todo lo que he hecho por ti
Fue una tortura perderte
Y me duele tanto que sea asi
Sigue llorando perdón
Yo... yo no voy
A llorar por ti


I can't ask winter to spare a rose bush
I can't ask an elm tree to bear pears
I can't ask the eternal of a mere mortal
And go about casting thousands of pearls before swine

(This is my favourite stanza from this song.)

I have never sworn in my blog before. This is my first time. Therefore, this is a

REALLY IMPORTANT POST.


FFFF that GWELIN.

YES. I SHALL CALL HER GWELIN.

G eeky
W TF
E wwww
L urid
I rritating
N onsensical

SHE SUCKS SHE SUCKS.

Crap.


What the heck is Gwelin's problem!?

This was actually an email sent to me from Lan Xin. =D

1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? Tsui Laura Man Yang

2. WHAT COLOUR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING? Green

3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? A song of Storm and Fire (Tsubasa Soundtrack) =D

4. ARE YOUR LEGS CROSSED? Guess so.

5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? Desert - Ferero Rocher! =D

6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE? White

7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW? Just after convectional rain.

8. LAST PERSON YOU TAlKED TO ON THE PHONE? Angie. I called Jiang Yin's number, but Angie picked up. haha.

9. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? Level of hotness.

10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS? Yep! (Lan Xin!! COACH!)

11. HOW ARE YOU TODAY? High. Zone Comp today.

12. FAVOURITE DRINK? Drinks with Aloe Vera pulp. Or maybe pink dolphin.

13. FAVOURITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? I hate the alcohol smell.

14. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SPORT? Swimming? though I'm really not good at it.

15. HAIR COLOUR? Black, but under the sun, it seems a bit brownish. Sometimes I spot one strand of gold hair. One of my ancestors was probably an ang mo.

16. EYE COLOUR? Dark Brown

17. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? Used to. Now it's just plain old specs for me.

18. SIBLINGS? none

19. FAVOURITE MONTH? July

20. FAVOURITE FOOD? This list could go on FOREVER. (But I think sashimi and sorbert tops the rest. =D)

21. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? In the theatres, it would be Eragon. At home, it would be Nausicaa of the Valley of the wind.

22. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE YEAR. There are lots.

23. SATURDAY OR SUNDAY? Sunday

24. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? Yep.

25. DO YOU LIKE MARMITE? Marmite?!

26. SUMMER OR WINTER? winter!!

27. HUGS OR KISSES? Both

28. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? Depends.

29. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO WRITE BACK? I don't think they will. This was supoosed to be an email, but I posted it. =D

30. Who's most LIKELY TO RESPOND? No one

31. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? Everyone.

32. LIVING ARRANGEMENTS? You mean my house?!

33. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? Romeo and Juliet. Les Miserables. Manga (naruto)

34. DID YOU WAKE UP BEFORE YOUR ALARM WENT OFF? Nope.

36. DO YOU MISS BIG BROTHER YET? What big brother?! You mean cousin peter? NO WAY. ( I doubt he'll come to this blog anyway)

37. FAVOURITE SMELLS? Fruit fragrances, I guess.

38. WHAT INSPIRES YOU? Love, Sorrow, strong emotions, so on, or friends and family!

39. BUTTERED, PLAIN, OR SALTED POPCORN? Cameral covered.

40. FAVOURITE CRISPS? Any kind of onion and cream

41. FAVOURITE CAR? Lamborghini. But also, because of a certain someone, I like bronze coloured mercedez, S200. =D

42. FAVOURITE FLOWER? Any kind that is white.

43. How MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING? 2

44. CAN YOU JUGGLE? No

45. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE WEEK? Friday. CCA! =D

46. RED OR WHITE WINE? Neither.

47. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY? I grew a year older, and probably 0.1 cm taller. (hopefully)

48. DO YOU OWN A DONOR CARD? No

49. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? My specs. Because I usually misplace them.

50. WHAT ARE YOU DOING ONCE YOU HAVE FINISHED THIS? Punishment essay. I'm doing "Where are my squadmates?" now. Later on is my "Why don't we greet Coporals?"



Yep. Somehow I feel like I've already done this before. =D

The whole world is cliche.
Unoriginal.

Maybe a bit deja vu.

Either way, many people are doing many things others have done before.

Just like what I'm doing now.
This quiz was taken from Tong Meng's blog.

Girls will do the questions on the top, while the boys do the bottom one. WHAT TURNS YOU OFF/ON/(DON'T CARE)


About boys:
taller than you- On.
shorter than you- Don't Care
wears braces- Don't Care
wears a grill- Uh, I guess off.
dress preppy- Don't Care
dress ghetto- Don't Care
dress goth- Don't Care
blue eyes- Oh yeah, totally ON.
green eyes- ON!
hazel eyes- ON.
drinks alcohol- Off duh.
wears glasses- Don't Care
smoke- Absolutely off
do sports- On, I guess. Any sport is fine with me, as long as he doesn't have super bulging muscles that make him look like ... maybe hulk or something.
smiles alot- On.
calls you just to say hi- On.
compliments you- On
good dancer- Don't care
wears jewellery- Don't Care
smiles when you walk into a room- On.
brown hair- On
black hair- On
blonde hair- Somewhere between On or Don't Care. Depends on what kind of blonde
red hair- Natural kind- on. Dyed- (depends on shade) Either Off or Don't Care
make up- erm. OFF?! i mean, imagine some super hot guy wearing EYESHADOW, OR LIPSTICK?! OR EVEN (GASPS!) MASCARA?! but Don't Care if he's in some kind of play or something.
make you laugh- On.
loyal- On.
laid back- On.
plays guitar- On.
plays drums- On.
sing- On. But if he can't sing well, I don't really care.
he's buff (muscular)- Six Pecs and some muscles on the arms are okay, but super bulging muscles...eww.
draw well- On.
easily jealous- On.
doesn't eat meat- Dc.
has tatto- Off.
has lip ring- Off.
tongue ring- Off.
goes to church- Don't Care.

About girls: ( I shall undergo sex change. =D)

dress like granny- If I were a guy... erm, Off.
plays musical instrument- If I were a guy... erm, On.
shorter than you- If I were a guy, I really wouldn't care.
same heigth as you- If I were a guy, I really wouldn't care.

has chapped lips- ... Don't Care
has green eyes- Don't Care
has blue eyes- Don't Care
has brown eyes- Don't Care
has long hair- Don't Care
has med hair- Don't Care
has short hair- ON! (oh come on, i've got short hair!!) =D
drinks alcohol- Depends on how much achohol
smokes- Off.
smokes weeds- what?!
wears specs- Don't care

CREDITS: Tong.


Haha, that's all for the quiz thing.
Anyway, THANK YOU:

LINGXUAN!! FOR LENDING ME YOUR SHORTS!!
CHLOE!! FOR LENDING ME YOUR PE SHIRT!!
SINYING!! FOR LENDING ME YOUR COMPRE!!

Okay, so I have been posting a lot lately.

But hey, I'm expressing my feelings!!

NYVB lost to Ngee Ann Sec today. So sad. Kim was swearing a bit, calling some of the opposing team members irritating and even (shhhh!) sluts (GASPS). But oh well, I got frustrated that we were behind by 10 points, and started cussing and swearing too. That's the bitchy side of me, I guess.

They're obviously very good volleyball players.
Everyone has a bitch in them
Was it because my throat was sore from all the screaming and cheering?
Guess it was at this moment that the bitch in me was unable to hold back.
I totally hated number X and number Y. (algebra! hahah.) Even though I totally admired their volleyball skills.

Jealousy? Maybe.

Or maybe it was because when they hit the ball over to our side, Lydia fell down trying to hit the ball back, but in the end, the ball hit the net, and we lost one point.

OR MAYBE IT WAS JUST PMS.
Yeah, it's gotta be.
Actually it was because of Lydia. I felt so xin1 tong4 when you fell! LYDIA!!!

Oh yes, before I forget.

LYDIA YOU TOTALLY ROCK MAN. YOU ROCK. YOU ROCK. YOU ROCK! YOU ROCK! YOU ROCK YOU SUPER STONE!!!

LISTEN TO US WHEN WE SAY
NANYANG NANYANG ALL THE WAY
WE ARE GONNA WIN TODAY


AH! OO-AH!

Whooot!

I'm starting to get confused.
You make my legs feel like jelly,
Like a thunderbolt hit me when I wasn't looking.
You're too much for me to handle.

But i'm willing to take the risk.

YAY!!

I spent most of the day daydreaming yesterday.

No, not during school hours. As in during public duty. It was only 3 hours, but it seemed like a whole day.
A day whereby I was practically invisible.
Scouting for casualties.
In the end,
No one even fell down.
Not even a cramp.


But, I can swear I was doing my duty well. I asked people if they were feeling alright, if they were feeling pain anywhere.

I also studied first aid the previous night.


Whoot.


I dreamt about you last night.
I didn't see your face,
But I heard your name.
You don'tknow how important you are in my life.


Day Dreaming is more important to me than you can ever imagine.
I am stuck in a cruel world, full of hypocrites and people who take advantage of others.
My only escape.
is the non-existant world that I reside in.
My fantasy world that you never knew,
My fantasy world comprises of only you.

I am a stupid girl who only day dreams of you.
I am a lame girl who can only think of you.

I am silly,
annoying,
irritating,
hopeless,
,

But,

I'm in love with you.



It's like, I'm posting very often.

That's good, because it shows that I, erm, like to express my feelings in a healthy way! =D

Tong, get well soon!
Jia Jun, I know this is a bit late, but, get well soon too!


Now two people in our class are down with chicken pox. Haha. Ytene beside me is like, freaking out. 'Cause she has to pass the homework to tong, so she's afraid she'll catch the chicken pox. She didn't get a vaccine, and she's never had it before.


I HAD CHICKEN POX WHEN I WAS ONE!

I have this chicken pox mark under my lip, in the centre of my chin, and it's shaped like a little tear drop!! And there's another chicken pox mark on my chest, right in the middle, in between the breasts. (ugh. it feels weird to be writing this). HAHAHA. It's weird, but it's COOL. Both of the marks are RIGHT in the centre of my face and chest respectively!! HAHA.

Okay, random much. Sorry. hahaha.

When Jia Jun sent the sms to say we had a meeting outside the SJ room during lunch today, I was totally freaked out. Wonder what they wanted? My squadmates and I were sort of freaked out for a few days. Did we make another grave mistake?!

In the end, it was about

The annual combined track and field meet.
And they needed volunteers to go for duty on the first 4 days. But the whole corps, except the year ones, would go for public duty on the 30th, which was the actual meet.

Zhi-Yi and I are going on the 10th, which is tomorrow. We have to report by 2.45, and then we'll go to HCI. Haha. It's like, I spend practically 1/10 of my school time in HCI. Like the Mock Comp. Now this. haha. Speaking of comp, the zone comp is coming up, on 16th April...right?

I gotta go brush up on my first aid skills. BOOYEAH.

I feel like an idiot. I'm always posting about him. I feel like one of those stupid girls who are really desperate to have love with the ones they can only dream of. Like some stupid girl with big anime eyes staring at the stars, only to see his face in the sky.....

But, that's exactly how i'm feeling right now, isn't it?

Sing me a song.
Journey through the eyes...
I'm a sucker for guitarists.
The eyes of a lover.

Wonder if he plays guitar?

This is first love, I guess.
The love I never even knew existed,
Grew before I could hold myself back.

Cunning,
The vine of love grows,
With its deadly flower piercing my heart.

Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder.
Help.
He's beautiful, but I'm not the one beholding him,
I can't control myself.
Where
am I?

Lost,
in
the world
of
I'm feeling really punkish today.
Love
Lust
Longing
I'm going to rock your world.
I'm in love, aren't I?
Yes, I am.



Because you're here, and you've never left.

Just as soon as I finish my math homework.

First off,

CONGRATULATIONS CHINESE ORCHESTRA PEOPLE, FOR GETTING GOLD WITH HONOURS.


Secondly,

JIA YOU FOR SYF, PEOPLE!

JOY FROM SCGS DRAMA, NO SORRIES! (hahaa)
LINGXUAN FROM NYGH CHOIR, SING YOUR HEART OUT! (not literally.)
SHI YUN AND STEPH FROM NYGH THEATRE, YOUR SYF IS TODAY, SO GAMBATTE!
erm...
who else is going for SYF?


KONOMI-SAN, THIS IS FOR YOU.

NARUTO CRAZE, OH YEAH.



NARUTO SHIPPUDEN! From left, Hyuuga Hinata, Uzumaki Naruto, Haruno Sakura, Hyuuga Neji, Subaka no Gaara, Nara Shikamaru!








U-ZU-MA-KI NA-RU-TO!






There goes all the imagination I had about how scary Itachi was...hahaha.







Anyway,

MY DAD IS BACK FROM HONG KONG!

And, hahahahaha.

I still can't stop laughing at Tong Meng and Ytene.
Tong Meng and her imagination.
Ytene and her....Person S
(see ytene? I'm so nice. I didn't mention the person, in case he decides to come to my blog. Haiya you, go and give the class blog URL. Then you made me change the links in our class blog, in the end, he already went to the classs blog!) RAWR.



I am still amused at Ytene's enthusiasm for person S, even though she kept asking me to do stuff for her, to help clean up the huge mess she's caused. (She apparantly calls these stuffs, MISSIONS. Here's where I put the -.- diao sign) HAHAHAH. Throughout the asssembly, she was writing in my book person S 's name, and drawing little hearts all around. Then I got bored, and wrote his name. Hahaa. Then, Ytene went and wrote on the book:

I, Laura,
LOVES
___________


(name supposed to be there. heh)

HAHAHAH. YTENE! You called me 3 times today, giving me them missions. RAWR.



ANYWAY. hahaha. I still can't stop laughing at Tong's imagination. I can't believe it.

History is what inspired all the great people, like, (erm, okay, sorry, can't think of any examples now) to do great things, but this is way outta hand.

Tong wrote this letter that said what,

Laura - Ghee Hin (Cantonese)
Ytene - Hai San (Hakka)


Internal war over ...Kenny.

Hai San's Old flame,
Ghee Hin's new flame.


OH WHAT THE HELL. HAHAAHAHAHHAHHAHA. TONG!!! I CAN"T BELIEVE YOU!! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.



JOY! YOU'D BETTER GO TOMORROW! IF NOT....
$!@#$%!

HAHAHAHA.

Thanks to Tong Meng, I can download Ouran High School Host Club anime! I'm downloading episode 21 right now.


Anyway, speaking of Japanese anime, 3 japanese students are on an exchange programme here in Nanyang. They are Erika-san, Hiroko-san and Konomi-san. WELCOME TO NANYANG!! And i'm so happy, Konomi-san, that you're a fan of Naruto too! And you like Hatake Kakashi!! YAYY! I'm on high again! The surge of adrenaline pumps through my veins like poison. My whole body is infected with the Naruto-craze!! Whoohoo!


Anyway, Tong Meng owes $4.50.

Hahahaha. Anyway, it's not as bad as Kenny. She told me she owes Kenny $17.
Whoa.


Anyway,

HAIYA. STILL BANNED FROM MSN. HAHAHAHAHHAA.




OH MY GOD. Compare this one to the one below (the one whereby there's both the opening and the ending for naruto). If you look closely, there are SOOO many differences! It's like, COOL. There are more things in this version than in the other one. And at the "speed no handa" part, it's like, the running effects are more 3D, and they look so much....oh my gosh, i don't know how to explain this. I feel a rush of energy surging through my veins. I feel adrenaline pounding in my limbs. I feel it!

I was sick today. Boohoo. I was really down just now, but then after I watched this video, boy, I don't know how to explain it. It's

THE SPRINGTIME OF YOUTH!


Sorry. Random. Now for the emo part of my post.


I'm lost.

I feel like Cosette, who dreams of a castle on a cloud.
I feel like some idiotic Barbie Doll who only dreams of some Ken guy who will find her and save her from the whatever dragon.
I feel ramshackle.


I'm confused.

I don't know if I'm really feeling this feeling, or if it's just a facade.
I don't know if it really happened to you just as it happened to me.
I don't know.


It seemed so far away, yet it was two days ago.
It happened in a blur of tears, in the dead of night, drowned in the screaming from her, and the silence in me.
I felt sorry for myself. How could I be so foolish? Was this me? She never thought that I would become like this. Neither did I.

But I was happy.
But I am not now.

Am i feeling regretful? Is this something I should regret? I don't know. My heart is split into two. One is my conscience, the other is my feelings.

I felt happy. Then.
Am I feeling happy, now?

In the end, it wasn't about money or love or lust.

It was about happiness.

Lorro

like, OMG
When I see hotness, I SHRIEK
When I see cuteness, I SQUEEE
When I see ugly, I avoid.
When I see bastards, I slap
When I see you, I sigh.

This is
me.
103'06 203'07<3
314'08 <3
NYSJ YR 3'08<3
Your typical hell-rocker
Hot guy-ogler
Your best babe and sugar.


But I still wish for that Peter Pan to sprinkle fairy dust on me, and carry me bridal style off to Neverland.

In the end, I'm still

me


203'07 <3
Cherylin
Jia Wen
Kim
Lannie
Lannie's photos
Ah Xuan
MC
Rachel Sim
Shi Yun
Stephvers
Tong
Wanda
YQ
Ytene
203'07 <3

314'08 <3
Eewei
Alicia
Nicolette

NYSJ YR3'08 <3
Sharon
Sinying
Priscilla
Shao Ting
Geng Yu
Hui Yee
Angie
Jeraldine

6E'05 <3
Nat
Nat
Tane
Nish
Qing
6E'05

Others <3
Joie
Geoff
Greg
Ms Teng
Lorro(:





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