Love
Saturday, 28 April 2007
♥ 02:24
Heart
frozen like the wind.
like the time that stopped
at the moment it was over.
I cried a river
wailed until there was no more to wail.
Memories
Resolutions
Hopes
Future
Shattered before my tear-blurred eyes
along with my heart.
I was weaker than the feather of a nightingale
More pathetic than the dust on the tabletop
Even more useless than the devil's unwanted toy
Like a cockroach that only created trouble.
I don't know why my TOC is so pathetic. And it's the last cca before the sec 3s become the temporary NCOs. Who cares about me "doing my best" if my best is equivalent to nothing at all?! I am weak, and I try to make myself stronger, but my efforts were in vain.
A petite little junior can carry my senior.
I can't.
I cried till the earth was flooded.
I wailed till the sirens could not be heard.
(and i mean the ancient greek kinds)
I
am
a
failure.
No one can save me now.
I just hope you'll forgive me.
